Lately I’ve really been craving peace. Slower days, quieter moments, and spaces that don’t ask me to be anything other than present. I’ve been wanting to put myself first, in order to make me happy. Try doing things with intention and not just for the sake of. Creating this blog felt like a natural extension of that feeling. A place to collect thoughts, small memories, books I’m reading, meals I’m making, and moments I don’t want to just rush past.
This past year has been one of transformation and growth. Even if my outside world isn’t showing physical growth, I can feel the growth within me. I was forced to realize hard truths and with those hard truths, I’ve had to set boundaries and restructure my life in a way that made me uncomfortable at first but now looking back, it was necessary for my happiness. I’ve started saying ‘no’ a lot and doing things because I want to. No explanation needed. No thinking about how it would make the people around me feel. Not allowing certain behaviors towards me. Truly just protecting my peace.
This past week, I’ve been thinking a lot about planting seeds since we’re about to enter a new year. Not just in the literal sense – more plants, more green – but in how I move through my days. I’m learning to notice what feels more grounding, what brings calm, and what I want to carry with me moving forward.
There’s no pressure for this space to be perfect or consistent in a rigid way. That’s what always stopped me from my goals. My need to be perfect. No, this is different. I want it to grow the way real life does. Unevenly. Gently. Honestly.
If you’re here reading this, thank you for being part of the beginning. I hope this space feels like a quiet place to land.
— softly, Nash 🌱

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